Sunday, Jun. 08, 2003 || 11:12 p.m.

I've never PMSed this bad in my life. I can't sleep. This suburben life is drowning me. I can't wait for my escape this week with old friends and new fun. I now fear going to bed. I just lie there with my thoughts. This is a scary thing. This is how I ended up here. Add 48 hours straight of inhalling toxic paint fumes to my PMS and you have one crazy woman (ie me). It is such a weird stage I'm in. I don't know whether to start screaming or drown myself in alcohol and painkillers.

luv, steph

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