2002-08-11 || 8:56 p.m.

Sometimes I feel like I can't feel anything. I want to have fantasys in my head or dream all day so it feels like I am living. I want to feel it. I completely zone out into my own little world. It is almost an addiction now. Driving, working, or any moment that doesn't require my complete consideration, belongs to my inner world. Damn, it gets really confusing in there.

luv, steph

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